My life is falling apart piece by piece.
The normal ups and downs that are life have turned into mountainous terrain.
Mind numbing pain.
And I’m falling apart too.
I don’t have the means or ability to fix things…
So I push out the worries and pain with isolation and addiction.
“Medicine” helps me waste away my body.
Powder and rock.
It warms my insides.
Death.. comes quickly
Death.. thankfully comes, if only fading and temporary.
Sleep now my child.
Think not for a while.