“Just say no!”
So simply you all had always told me.
Why the did I go begging for it never letting be?
Maybe I don’t need you today
Maybe I’ll let my mind instead of my cravings have
the final say
Maybe I won’t try and hustle my pills or screw over a friend
Maybe I’ll get it all together one day in the end
Maybe today I won’t feel your warmth and power surge into my vein
Maybe I won’t kill all the pain and still try and stay sane
Maybe you made me crazy
The beginnings all so long ago and very hazy
Maybe I’ve always been insane born to fuck up
Maybe I was born to sip from this death cup
But maybe not, I’ve given it thought
Maybe today I’ll give this a go..
Maybe today to myself I’ll “Just say no”
Maybe today I’ll endure the pain an sick
Maybe today I’ll truly kick